After everything fell apart, it didn’t stop — it just started showing up in different forms.

This chapter explores the pattern of relationships that followed, the repetition, and the moments that felt like something real until they weren’t.

“Boys Like You” is about the space between chaos and clarity — where you’re still trying to make sense of what you’re drawn to, even when it keeps leading you back to the same place.

This is what came after the chaos. Not clarity. Not healing. Just movement, freedom, and recklessness — the part where everything unravels, but somehow feels alive. Chapter 5 centers around “Break Ya Back,” a song about losing control, letting go, and leaning into the energy instead of fighting it. Into the Abyss is a docuseries about identity, creation, loss, and return — an unfiltered look at the personal and artistic journey behind the music.

In chapter 4, everything fractures. “Chaos” dives into the aftermath — the spiral that followed the end of my marriage. Self-destruction, avoidance, and the kind of noise you create when you’re trying not to feel anything at all. This episode doesn’t look away from the mess. It sits in it. Into the Abyss is a docuseries about identity, creation, loss, and return — an unfiltered look at the personal and artistic journey behind the music. This is the story behind the sound.

In chapter 3, the story turns inward.

“Two Shadows” explores the quiet unraveling of a relationship — the distance that grows between two people who once felt inseparable. This episode reflects on the early stages of my divorce, the moments where things began to shift, and the feeling of watching something you love slowly slip away.

Into the Abyss is a docuseries about identity, creation, loss, and return — an unfiltered look at the personal and artistic journey behind the music.

This is the story behind the sound.

In chapter 2, the focus shifts to the making of the album itself.

We talk about the sound and sonic direction of the record, my mental and emotional state while writing it, and the themes that began to emerge during the process. The episode also features conversations with my co-producer, Mario Quintero, about how the album was built and the choices that shaped it.

Into the Abyss is a docuseries about identity, creation, loss, and return — an unfiltered look at the personal and artistic journey behind the music.

This is the story behind the sound.

This is Chapter 1 of Into the Abyss — the beginning of the story.

In this first episode, I trace my history and career in music: how it started, where it took me, and the moments that ultimately led me to step away. After a long hiatus, this chapter explores what happened in the silence, what changed, and why I’m finally back.

Into the Abyss is a docuseries about identity, creation, loss, and return — an unfiltered look at the personal and artistic journey behind the music.

This is the origin story.